Ive waited so long for this day
Im happy that I spoke my mind
And I found you in these dark times
I dont understand why I feel this way
But I know I cant deny these feelings
So I cry everyday and I'm so far away
And I cant even write the words to explain
Theres this one thing I need you to know
And I've got to make sure you hear me
Cause Im feeling so alone
And Im tired of trying to say
I loved walking and talking about living
Its strange how five years pass in a teardrop
And in a moment you forget that you cried
So Im sorry that I hurt you
Im sorry about the beauty that I could never see
Im sorry that I walked away
And I hope you understand
That this is a heartfelt true apology
Theres this one thing I need you to know
And I've got to make sure you hear me
Cause Im feeling so alone
Cause Im tired of trying to say