oh, i can relate to all of those things you said about life's little ugly things, but i never thought i'd have to. i didn't wanna know just what it'd feel like to lose focus on this frequency and i'll drown in my dishonesty. and i'm laughing now, hysterically because i should be further than i am. we're setting up to fall at a lesser rate. and what can i say, when i do the opposite of what's always been good for me? i don't show it when i mean it. and i'm all of those things which i won't own up to: i show no common fucking decency and it's never made no sense to me. i'm in a bathroom thinking horribly, 'cause i should be further than i am. we're setting up to fall at a lesser rate. and i spent all money to get to sleep, but when i die in dreams i don't wake up. i didn't wanna know just what it'd feel like to lose focus on this frequency and i'll drown in my dishonesty. what else do you want from me? 'cause i should be further than i am.