A New Stain

Halloween, Alaska
as i live and breathe
you dont look so different to me
lighter on your feet
but still with such a heavy head
ten to seventeen
it didnt feel so long out here
but i was never clean
i was only trading in a stain
for a new stain
could you feel your hands
wrap around the memory of my neck
of tangled ghosts
yellowing your every inch of power
where in would i please
but i dont sleep at ease
its an ancient sea
and it took my peace away from me
what i wanna say
if you just let me say
what you need to know
is what i have to tell
and when you fell
it was me who hit the ground
and when i spill
you left me empty
mine's the kinda name you could never ever change
and mine's the kind of stain that'll never ever fade
ever ever fade...