It burns my consciousness and I
My thoughts scrambled into flashes
When will I finally learn?
Exposed I am weak, I am vulnerable
You were everything to me
But still, I question your existence in my life
I've cried, I've screamed as you killed me
I am the undead, the meaningless
Forced to compromise all of my values
A mannequin plastic and lifeless
Illusions cast into my pitted world
Was my life ever really mine to decide?
Or must I crawl in this searing heat in this asylum you've always relied
Stay divine forget me existence
As for me I remain in solitude til judgement day
Leave and never look back