After the Storm

Kekal
Shame on me, now I'm standing alone
When I turn my face far behind
the shadow of yesteryear's sighs,
gradually his shape fades
Reaching for something so distant, so alone
Dreaming for another touch () I fly so high
I just let myself falling, wildly drifting on the air
Marching the sounds of my inner ill
Hear the weeping of the bleeder shout
Crawls - reveals
This drowning hope here beneath
Many times I give my mind a crown and lay down
Stiff unmoved, and yet posed a dying mortal flesh
Piercing the limits, stretch upon my hollow painted nest
Keep on questioning my daily breath
What a day!
No matter how intense I strike,
the anger still here and breed inside
I hate myself, hating the light
This pain I feel kills me outright
What should I do to break this chain?
It's only you, my strength to fight
Facing my mirrors of ideal reality
Morning's pride arrives, enter my two wounded eyes
Brings her another ugliest blazing wrath
Will I keep survive under this earth burning sun?
Why can't I seize the dusk,
the only chance I give my misery eulogy?
Dear Lord, I choked by the plans of Thee
Severely amazed, torture in doubt
Questions I've drawn, left and forgotten
I pass the answers, I let my light dimmed