Back and forth, forth and back
With the name recording pain
You played back, when them insecurities rang
And I ain't even gotta answer, but the question remains
Why everything inside of my brain not applied?
It's insane, but yo I'm trying to change
Decided to ditch my strength and rely on the King
Mama said at the end of yourself is where it begin
So, I'm totally free, embracing my limitations
Wishing my heart moved at the same pace of this information
I pray this ain't strange
What I'm saying, but I'm trying
To find a back door to your imagination
I'm here, let me in to be clear
I'm bringing something, make you wonder
Who's the one that gave the gifts that I fear
What happen next? I think about it, do you ever?
I can give you an answer but a question do you better like
The treasures of this world
Have you ever tried to be something you're not?
Cause I've been searching for security
I'm trying to go from selfish to selfless
Not just thinking bout my needs but someone else's
All these pretty women in my city isn't helping
No matter how hot that body, one day it's melting
A good lie got a little truth in it
So I'm trying to decide what's real and embellished
The money coming in so everybody's good fellas
I don't trust em, no phone numbers
Can you tell? I've been affected by this industry
Numbers and CD sales, what the heck has gotten into me?
I had to ask myself, what's a win for me?
Do I worship God or what other people think of me?
Sobering thoughts depleting my hot air
Thinking bout this world when I'm not here
Will I treasure money or the moments that we share?
It's funny how seeing death can make life so clear
I got a girlfriend but so long it feels weird
It's not like, "Yo can I get to know you?"
More like, "Meet my parents."
I think I'm scared cause it's serious and
Every time I tell somebody they trying to marry us