And My Hands Denied Me My Right

I feel the weight again of a pull that tries my head

I know that i could try but i bend and bend and bend

I hear your screams at night through the halls of my new home

I could move a thousand miles away but you'd follow me along

I feel that the earth and the ground and life

That i hold could drift out of my hands

To become an abyss that could swallow me whole

If i don't understand why it is