I'm suffering from depression
What do I gain for all my pain
Perhaps I seat in heaven?
Do what you're though right
Your life is built on paranoia and guilt
Don't forget your Valium to night
My mind is painful and swells
The punishment for what I've done
Is forever the paints of Hell
Why would God give me this urge
But there are something he doesn't forgive
And am there fare worthless
And I don't deserve to live
I went down into my dazement
And following my instincts
Witness my sanguine penance
Death is total independence