I may see a sea of tears fall from each eye as we're standing here,
Looking at my eyes glazed over as the thoughts take over,
Preoccupation, it's my mind's vacation,
So, I take this day that you give with grace,
Picking up where life left off in a daze,
Watch me go to work with my pencil in my hand,
In the end, I did not pencil you in
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Looks like another sun coming up again, don't try to understand,
It all just takes me back, and I just gotta ask,
How you love me in my mindlessness, oh I guess,
It's just one of those things you just gotta let go,
I ain't ever gonna know why you love me
So the way you see me act and who I say I am don't match,
I'm so contradicting like that,
I know the things I say and do don't always line up right with you,
They're habits that I'm breaking but 'til then, my God, I'm aching for...
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Couldn't be a better time for me to think about this life I lead,
I gotta bring honesty to be honest with myself I think
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