As He Pleases

Kate Walsh
I have learned not to ask, not to let him know
What I'm feeling
Cuz in a cup he collects all that I was ever dreaming
And he scatters it to the sea and says he's leaving
And suddenly I feel that I feel that I stopped breathing
I can't pretend to be strong
Not when he's the one I'm needing
They are wrong when they tell me I do better just to leave him
Cuz he takes me to a place that I can breathe in
But all that I can do is watch him leaving
Why can't I think of anything before him
Am I just a soul waiting for him?
I don't want to know
No it's better not to know
That he can come and go as he pleases
So I have learned not to ask, not to let him know
That I miss him
Cuz I am so terrified to cool the fire in case I lose him
And I know he doesn't know just what he's doing
And he has no idea how far I'm falling
Why can't I think anything before him
Am I just a soul waiting for him?
I don't know want to know
No it's better not to know
He doesn't want to show
So it's better not to know
That he can come and go as he pleases