i can't live with myself
i can't live with myself right now
i could be somewhere else
i can see words in mouths
this whole crowd wears a savage frown
strange fluid
the ground can speak and gender's defined
limbs that reach morbidly
drown the suggestive device
it feels like it's been days since the absurd countdown played
one hit to stay sane
two more to be normal
one trick after another trick
too much for the mind
for the mind to handle
i can't live with myself right now