Beautiful Disaster

Lolene
Lolene/Chris Braide
V1.
You wanna be on your own
But I don't want to let you go
I reach out you walk away
Feels colder than December when
Will I ever see you again
I live in hope everyday
Running away doesn't make it better
Nowhere to run to escape
Chorus
Like a beautiful disaster
Here I am he morning after
Picking up all that's left of me
Like a hurricane in summer
I'm holding in rain and thunder
I don't know if I'll make it through the day
Beautiful
V2.
I try to make the best of things
But really who am I kidding
I'm barley breathing everyday
And you're out there some place somewhere
Oblivious to my despair
While your sleeping I'm away do you know
Pull me from the wreckage pull me through it
Get me through the night I'll be ok
Bridge
I don't know if I'll make it
I don't know if I'll make it through
But its like I'm living everyday for you