Let's hold our heads up
just tonight
and pretend that we're okay
Because okay right?
Dear God I am still your son right?
God dammit
I need you
I don't know you at all anymore
I wanted to feel something better than what I once knew
But I am alone tonight
while the kids are out high
I am alone tonight
Do you remember this like I remember you?
I will wake up beside you
I will wake up beside you
someday when we're both alone and lonely
someday when I find the time to be a better boy
I'll be a better boy
I'll be a better boy
Because if I've ever wanted one thing
it would be last 2 years of our lives back
and if I could ever tell you something
it would be that I still love you
I will be a better boy
If you need to you will stay
I will be a better boy
a better boy