I feel the cold light dims,
but this time I'm going to let you!
My arms are tired of digging,
I will not self destruct anymore.
You're still running like poison,
I'm slowly putting my self to the ground,
Still tears me up inside.
In silence, I have lost my self
to darkness, you have put me in.
I open my wrists once more,
just to see you were never gone.
which killed me once before!
a painful and persistent memory
I do not pretend i don't remember
the past, which dragged me through the dirt.
You've drained everything you could from me.
but, there's still life in these disappointed eyes!
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