Yours was the perfect love; I swear it was
Until I had your love my world was cold
I did what most men do, and I messed it up
But when I got you back my world was whole
The playa thing I let it go
Thought our life was set in stone
But it wasn't and I'm here alone
Nothing is in front of me
I feel I can?t even breathe
Don't think that I can't handle this baby I'm so
I'm so in agony look at state I'm in
You said you'd never leave
Look what you've done to me
Where do I go from here? I'm so lost
Fighting my way through this
Shouldn't even be like this,
Shouldn't have to feel like this
I messed up, bound it up fought myself through
Looking through my gallery; drinking and smoking weed
I hate you for doing this to me girl I'm so
Never thought I'd be this low down in my life
Everyday I wished that it was me that had died