it's getting harder and
how can we go on
i might just stay here
i could just lay right here and die
but i'm going to fight
first i'm sorry
for the things i did
and that i'm human
so now that i've said it
let the past be
acknowledge me
i don't care what we are so long as we're speaking
ow i'm heading north
past those things that mattered
could not ignore
but i still keep somewhere
and i allow
let drag me down
if it sounds strange to you
imagine what it means to me
it's just a day in the life
of someone who can't see
that it's a dead end there's no chance
i stay because it's you and me
but i'm dropping my expectations so lower
so be proud of me but spare me the details
go apathy
you've wasted all my time
oh jealousy
you just poison my mind
still assure me
of destiny
o if there's still a chance
you've made it harder to love me
admittedly
it's unattractive to say
all these things
fallen out of options
on your mercy
while my mouth bleeds
the mutterings of fools
who still believe in something
and i'd tell them the truth
but they won't hear it from me
and everyone they have been waiting for something
i promised them
so please tell me the things i gave up were worth it
cos i've got suspicions we're dying
with nothing to show
(chorus)
in the morning they'll wake up
they'll see what we've done
in the morning we'll wake up
they'll come for more blood
take us out let us in
show us where we belong
before it goes cold
(bridge)
it's just a device
one more day we're fine
and i want to have to pull myself out of this bog
to be something for someone an option for someone
but i'm such a wreck
i need you back
it's unattractive to say all of these things
i'm such a wreck
i need my friends
don't give up on me yet
still hard to face
the things she's been doing can't hear them
when everything feels like it's leading
right up to our end
(chorus)