I am so filled up with guilt
For things I’ve said and things I’ve felt
And I can’t even run or hide
There’s no denying it’s suicide
Years ago in another land
Was where he had fallen again
Tried to open what’s inside
There’s no denying it’s suicide
There’s no denying it’s suicide…
Was it real or just a dream?
Less time has passed than it would seem
So much has died, been born anew
Forgot the place from which I flew
He’s still locked there in his cage
To me it’s nothing but a haze
We’ve milked all from this sacred cow
Where is he, where is he now?
Years ago in another land
Was where he had fallen again
Tried to open what’s inside
There’s no denying his suicide
I see him sometimes in my dreams
Calling to me through the cream
I can’t take back what I haven’t done
But dance, eternal in the sun
Dance around me in the sun
If we all lose, who hasn’t won?
I can’t even hide or run
He’s suicidal in the sun