I hit the lap with a dream
and put my shit on myspace.
now everybody know my face
that's why I keep it on my waist.
straight A's and I dropped out of fuckin' school.
so now I'm drinkin' palmson
and listenin' to fuckin' blues.
I'm confused, my girl say that I'm the one she love,
but she stay trynna find her somethin' that'll
and everytime I pray, feel like a fuckin' hypocrite.
It's 'cause when everythang was good
I wouldn't hit my knees for shit.
People wonder why I always wear a frown,
it's 'cause I done a lot of dirt
and what went up is coming down down down (down, down.)
I guess my momma right again,
everybody ain't yo muthafuckin' friend, or yo buddy
grew up without a father, that's why I gotta be a
real man for my daughter.
Put my hands together and I look up to
the lord and ask him please let's
work together, I don't wanna lose no more.
it's like I can't win for muthafuckin' losin'.
will i ever make it? i don't know.
but, I know I gotta lotta niggas hatin and I think
I'm goin' crazy. I be smokin'
whole halves by the daily.
Liquor bottle puttin' me to sleep lately.
I can't turn to nobody so I
I stand right in the beef.
plus my girl steady bitchin',
'cause I stay in the streets.
My own girl bring me down,
my momma be talkin' shit.
tellin' me to go to school
and really get on my shit.
but, they get money from me.
from out here sellin' this weed.
Im in the club, got these niggas hollering,
I lost two uncles & my granddaddy all in the same
I'm drinkin' liquor, smokin' killa
and hopin to get a deal, for real.
I keep it real, mississippi we next.
We doin' shows outta town so you know we on deck.
Me and joker stayin' focused so you know we goin' blow.
Got niggas hatin' on us now, 'cause we be fuckin' they hoes.
And my girl; and her momma, they be bringin' me drama.
and roll up that marijuana.
hit the o (studio), and go hard.
and i do my own business.
'cause a lil niggas smart.
and now my girl wanna leave 'cause
and plus my nigga locked up.
it's like I can't win for muthafuckin' losin'.
will i ever make it? i don't know.
but, I know I gotta lotta niggas hatin and I think
I'm goin' crazy. I be smokin'
whole halves by the daily.
Liquor puttin' me to sleep lately.
I can't turn to nobody so I
I stand right in the beef.
plus my girl steady bitchin',
'cause I stay in the streets.