and the river is gone from my shoes. i miss sittin' on the edge with you. and all the things that i let slip away. well, they keep coming back when i hear your name. what's left of us is not enough to carry, to keep me in your life. is that what you had in mind? so i want you to forgive me for all the things i made you think. but please don't forget all the times we made ourselves feel alive, like riding down the street that night. i just want that back, but i'll be alright. and your glowing soul lit up this town, i could not believe when you let me down. and you are so strange, so different, i just don't know what happened to what we had. was it that bad to carry? to keep me in your life? is that what you had in mind? so i want you to forgive me for all the things i made you think. but please don't forget all the times we made ourselves feel alive. and don't you forget all the things you said to me. did you really mean them? 'cause i meant every word i said, and i'll be right here until the end.