I never wanted you to leave.
I only said those things because I knew they'd hurt you.
You can believe what you believe.
I'll be here in the dark until you find me.
I don't want to be the last one to know,
Even if I have to hear I have an incurable disease.
Please call when you reach your decision.
Tell the truth, even if it hurts. It will hurt me too.
Cast away, I was floating in blue skies
To barely hanging with a broken hand.
Wait and see if I sink or swim. Will you pull me up?
Hopefully. Why do I want you to save me when I was cast away?
I stare ahead into a dream.
I'm losing a part of me, systems failing,
In a crowded room, and I'm all alone.
Watch my face turn into stone and somehow drift away.
I don't want to be the last one to know,
Even though I know what's coming, and it's typical"”typical.
Your mind's made up. There's no decision.
Tell the truth, even if it hurts. It will hurt me too
But now I'm stronger.