it's beyond me how i could have missed it wasn't supposed to end up like this desperation and self doubt gotta get back to a place where the sun sometimes comes out leave it all without a trace and drop out i'm waiting, give the sign every element of your design say the word and just like that we'll go paying for the things i've long ignored holding on to dreams i can't afford leaving me pale and grim-faced and the ever passing years waning too few now to waste we can't wait until it clears