Clean

Losing, living, losing grip

Feeling, taking, feel like shit

I came here with nothing

But leaving now means leaving everything behind

I've pushed you farther than you'd go

I'm not your lover

Not your enemy

Why would you push all the buttons, open any door?

And what I wish for

Is you wide awake

But you feel like rain in my head

Brainwash me clean

See, hate is no surprise

We fought everything we could

Synchronized our intentions

Until we lost what we had found

Remind me why I wanted this job

Because I'm starting to forget

Don't say no, say okay

As if saying so will make it so

Oh well

That's good

I'm alright

And it's getting even better now

Who wanted those silly flowers in the backyard? And what about this "we" thing anyway?