Congratulation, I Hate You
No one ever said that life was fair
And I'm not saying that it should be
So knowing that you are where you want to be
And I'm not comes as no surprise
But don't expect me to be happy for you
And don't smile at me
And tell me things will work out for me too
I don't want your pity, I hate your pity
Taste your vanity, its sweet bitterness
As you hide behind your veil
Of my stolen hopes and lost dreams
You took them all
I watched you steal my thoughts
And had to see you smile
As you build your dreams
On my shattered hopes
I'll look back on a day once loved
And fantasize for tragedy
Swallow your pride
Beg me to make this easier
And listen to my hopeless cries
Suffer alone in emptiness
I lust to see you swallowed
By the mess that you left in your wake
Disgust lies deep within your empty gaze
Beg me to make this easier
And listen as my hopeless cries
Send stares into your meaningless eyes
My envy can't describe
How I loathe you for having all the stars
Leaving my eyes to marvel
The sky knowing it should be mine
Yet it's you I see
Wasting the dream that only I deserve
I'll tear off your face to see your smile
As you build your dreams
On my shattered hopes
I'll look back on a day
Once loved and fantasize for tragedy