Cursed With Disease
[feat. Caleb Hatton]
My insecurities will be the death of me
My insecurities are all I ever see
I can't seem to find the normal in myself
I live with burdens, I live with self-doubt
Unmotivated, just hanging on by a thread
It seems so selfish"¦but sometimes I wish that I was dead or just in someone else's shoes
To see this world in a different view
I need something new"¦
Cause all my problems keep raining down on me
They throw the chains around my neck and I can barely breathe
For three years I've felt like this
I've been searching for someone to bring me bliss and put me at ease
I'm not asking for much just a sigh of relief
And when I saw your face that day"¦something told me that I would, I'd be okay
You showed me a new way but now I'm leaving and I'll be back some other day
Please take me back
I want to release myself
I want to leave it all behind
Cause every day I'm fucking losing my mind and waking up every day is such a waste of my god damn time
Straight to the bottle, it drowns my pain and in this sorrow I'll slowly waste away
I'm wasting away
Please take me away
Cause all my problems keep raining down on me
They throw the chains around my neck and I can barely breathe