Dead Before I Died
I see her in my eyes.
She's trapped inside my head.
She won't let go and I,
I think she knows I'm dead.
I see her in my eyes.
She's trapped inside my head.
She won't let go and I,
I think she knows I'm dead.
Kill me, in the sick ways I dreamt for you.
Like venomous snakes with fangs sticking against me.
The scars heal,
My heart stills,
Broken in center.
And I still remember memories I don't wanna remember.
I'm not dead yet, but shit it feels like I'm dying.
'Til then I'll stab my watch and try killing some time.
(To find instincts)
And I'm tired of crying,
I'm tired of lying,
I don't wanna try to be fine.
Die, I wanna see you like that.
Inside, I don't wanna see you at all.
Deep down, I wanna see you like that.
I just, just wanna say you fall.
Die, I wanna see you like that.
Inside, I don't wanna see you at all.
Deep down, I wanna see you like that.
I just, just wanna say you fall.
I see her in my eyes.
She's trapped inside my head.
She won't let go and I,
I think she knows I'm dead.
I see her in my eyes.
She's trapped inside my head.
She won't let go and I,
I think she knows I'm dead.
And I die inside,
I can't hide from the pain that she gives my life
I'm a deranged person,
But I'm not insane.
So don't you dare tell me,
I can help being locked away for days.
I play feebly trying to get my mind set.
But the days go by quick cause my watch is timeless.
Define this,
I don't wanna be left with fear,
But fear is better than being treated like shit for years.
Die, I wanna see you like that.
Inside, I don't wanna see you at all.
Deep down, I wanna see you like that.
I just, just wanna say you fall.
Die, I wanna see you like that.
Inside, I don't wanna see you at all.
Deep down, I wanna see you like that.
I just, just wanna say you fall.
I see her in my eyes.
She's trapped inside my head.
She won't let go and I,
I think she knows I'm dead.
I see her in my eyes.
She's trapped inside my head.
She won't let go and I,
I think she knows I'm dead.
You don't want me, to believe you.
But I don't want to, cause I don't need you.
You're my angel, you're my devil.
You're the one that killed me inside.
You don't want me, to believe you.
But I don't want to, cause I don't need you.
You're my angel, you're my devil.
You're the one that killed me inside.
I see her in my eyes.
She's trapped inside my head.
She won't let go and I,
I think she knows I'm dead.
I see her in my eyes.
She's trapped inside my head.
She won't let go and I,
I think she knows I'm dead.
I'm dead,
I'm dead
So watch out! I'll
I'm dead,
I'm dead,
I'm already dead!