What could have been in my head
Even when I had these feelings
Words would gather in my chest
And never be heard by you
Caught up in myself until you left me behind
When you showed your love to me
I was thinking only of myself
And missing all that light from you
Why I ran away from devotion
The love that I could only hide
Should never have been denied
Caught up in myself until you left me behind
Until I awoke and found you gone
What could have been in my head
Caught up in myself until you left me behind