Death & Birth of a Ghost

Dead End Path
something that my father said to me
that stuck with me since i came to be
nothing ever, the man never said a word
packed up his noose and left me hanging by the door
lets talk about faith and how i can find it
i'll tell you about my father and how i never found him
and how i've boarded up my past
with apathetic nails and "broken glass"
sometimes the good ones go
and the bad ones leave
but the only thing you've made
is a memory out of me
struggled and slipped through my fathers hands
as he silently struggled with his vice again
the death and birth of a ghost
two different worlds of dirt
sink to feel,
suture scars to help me heal
i've said goodbye to my past
just taking after you i guess
i'll carry this cross carved from the family tree
rings of resentment passed down to me
made the realization i wasn't born to see
so i'll fade into you as you can sink into me