Wasting feeling breeding inside me / A shadow of something crawling behind me / And I´m pretending there´s nothing in there / But hearing those whispers makes me to believe /Here -I lay in my bed tasting bitter sweet / Smell -In my breathe reminding smell of death / Dreams -In my head slowly fade away / The end -Is nearby me and I want it to be / The king - Inside my head seducing me to betray / You -The only one making myself me / The loss -In my life great it will be / The game -Is taking me and the prize is defeat / Chorus: / Defeat / Inevitable, my destiny / Best friend I´ve ever met / Hands stretching up to reach the sky / Grobing for a lifehold a place to stay / Fingers are slipping and I´m falling down / Into the world I know the world of sadness / Room -In my heart empty as a well / Still -Waiting for the victory to take / In vain -I´ve lost this game before I´ve even born / Defeat -My destiny all I ever get