Foundation painted in lies, Existence collapsing without energy
And so time flows by, a landslide in a blink of an eye
I want to avoid any neutral paths, a shining stage
I want to bathe in that place's light, is that too much of a wish?
At the far away shining blue light
Stacking fatigue, Overtaking nervousness
It never disappears
The darkness of sadness
It seems like I'm living with no disabilities, but I was hiding them
The engine broke from knowing too much of this reality
I'm dried of everything except the future
I possible couldn't know about you who are lively
When numerous sadness sweeps in
I held them in while staring at the muddy water that was closing off the path
At that time, there was no light
But I was nervous after looking at you
Who had bright eyes and spoke of hope
Even though I'm not strong, I wanted what was not possible
And lived in vain as the cost of it
Still, this cold mind overflowed due to lack of rejections and consent
The poor brain uselessly tried to find the lost time
The curtain of red blood, not blue, surrounds it
I'm not the one who is crazy, it feels like I can't breathe
Because your who was running towards the light was so bright,
I couldn't catch up so easily
SHIT! The whirlwind of the hideous jealousy overlaps with my emotions
SHIT! I didn't know the truth so I lost without defeating the game monster
SHIT! The only one that can calm this depressed mind is me
SHIT! I was tired from wandering around so I came to this place
The limit has already broken through and is flooding out from my capacity
The identity of the pain that overcame me is called diarrhea
The rain of despair ripped apart the silence
I only have to make it throw away this sinister mind
When numerous sadness is sweeping in
If I keep on slowly walking instead of being swept away,
I bet the long, long night will one day
Be a little brighter