Different
When I look you in the eyes,
Something deep inside me dies,
'cause I know you won't get better, better, better"¦
You'd rather be right done with love,
The only thing I understood
Nothing's ever good enough.
I stumble through the words as they're leaving me,
Tremble at the side of Your Majesty,
And I cut myself just to get them out.
This time I'll be different, I promise you,
This time I'll be special, you know I will,
Just don't leave with me in your eyes.
This time I'll be better, I want you to know,
This time I'll be special, oh God, make it so,
Just don't leave with me in your eyes, your eyes, your eyes"¦
You took my youth, you took my health,
And if you're not here I find myself
You're supposed to make this better, better, better
No self-control and no reason why,
If I don't change, then we both die,
This is it for you and I.
Blisters at the end of my fingertips,
Praying to a god I don't think exist
Will you listen now?
Can you forgive me somehow?
This time I'll be different, I promise you,
This time I'll be special, you know I will,
Just don't leave with me in your eyes.
This time I'll be better, I want you to know,
This time I'll be special, oh God, make it so,
Just don't leave with me in your eyes, your eyes, your eyes"¦
Closer now to the end,
If love was the answer,
Then what was the question?
Closer now, let's pretend
We've never been out here before.
This time I'll be different, I promise you,
This time I'll be special, you know I will,
Just don't leave with me in your eyes.
This time I'll be better, I want you to know,
This time I'll be special, oh God, make it so,
Just don't leave with me in your eyes, your eyes, your eyes"¦