Do You Feel At Home?
Nobody's around except the basement
And the trap sets and the feeling that you're leaving
That it's not much worth believing
Nobody is here, so I guessed it that you left me
And to stay here just gets harder and the pain makes you try farther
It's nothing left of what was sacred
If there was I'm sure, we'd break it 'cause that's just the way we are man
And it's far to late to change it
And the places and the vases and the flowers cut to fit them
Hey I'm sorry I didn't notice, tried to tell you I wouldn't notice
And on and on with the ones left behind
But where do you feel at home?
That's for you to decide and everything you said
(You're all the same)
It's all I ever thought it was
(You're all the same)
It's all this time just all there was
(You're all the same)
That's all there is
(There is, there is)
And everything I've tried to say
(You're all the same)
And all you want is to go away
(You're all the same)
I'll wait here but you're not here
Forget, forget, forget
(You're all the same)
Nobody is home so I guess, I'll start pretending
And the air keeps getting colder and my friends keep getting older
And I know you knew the answer, it grew inside you like a cancer
Try to stop it, make it leave you but it won't and that's what scares you
And I know it's not forever trying so hard to be clever
I never wanted this to happen
Why the hell'd this have to happen?
And you left me, like you always said, you wouldn't
But you did it and I knew it, it has to happen
Ever since you turned into them
And on and off with the ones left behind
And where do you feel at home?
That's for you to decide and everything you said?
(Off to shame)
I never should have bought it