Oh I twist and I turn through life,
I blag my way through most things.
Sometimes luck is on my side,
But mostly I'm just losing.
Oh I can't stay in at night,
I hate myself and I'm lonely.
Try to make myself alright,
But you can see I'm not if you know me.
A smile can hide a million feelings inside,
The river is wide and I'm drowning.
Let me drink and smoke,
Let me choke,
On my emotions.
Let me laugh out loud in a crowd
Don't let me down
Tonight.