I've got a dream in my head
I've got a seed in my hand
I cross the water, I cross the land
I let other people with me die
And I search for answers, wandering to find
A way to reveal the lies behind
I have the strongest feeling that I should try
I got to know myself now I could cry
This is the end of pretending that I know why
I have to lose myself, I no longer try to hide
I've got this anger and pain
Just waiting for my shame
Just waiting for my blame
I saw some children playing with guns
I can't believe what we've become
And I found some letters written by God
They were signed with our own blood
I have the strongest feeling that I disguise
I got to know myself now I could die
This is the end of the way that led me to life
Now I might lose myself but no longer need to hide
Now I have this strongest feeling that I decide
I got to know me better then I could die
This is the end of the way that led me to life
Now I might lose myself but no longer need