I don't know where to begin
I feel a cleaving in my mind
I can't get my act together
Buzz in my head is too loud
I know something's wrong with me
It's starting to burn out my soul
But I feel so weird in here
when you just sit, listen and nod
(All my life) I've been trying to deny and deceive myself (x2)
Sense of insecurity
Restlessness, the turning out
Hatred for my inner chaos
and the color of your couch
I've just had this trouble all my life
of getting out what is inside
Now I run, but cannot hide
No matter how much I do for them
No matter how much I do for myself
No matter which way I look at it
Fulfillment passes me by
Distracted inner self
On the brink of chaos
Lost its way
Impatient inner self
On the brink of chaos
Lost its way
(x2)
Distracted inner self
I'm tuning out
Impatient inner self
I'm spacing out
Distracted inner self
On the brink of chaos
Lost its way