It is grotesque to think we were labeled as friends
Looking out for my best interest
By denying me a safe place to rest
From being pushed off the wall
I stood with you on.
I forgot how to tell the difference
Between all of this
Naïve and gullible
I keep telling myself
That you will get yours
All I see is smiles!
All I hear is laughter!
Reasons are smothered by frustration
Humanly unrecognizable
Saturated in the sweat and piss
Of the pigs that did not care
The ones that used me for a good time
Fail and lie again
Lie and run again
Run and die again