I tell myself
that i'm not who I've hated
and when I do
i'm like an old record playing back
I want to start
but it's so hard to begin
everybody's racing
but nobody's winning
now I've tried to forget you
but you just are not leaving
and god I wish
that I could just
be at peace with it
cuz I've done my best
to believe that endings
have something
to do with beginnings