Everything At Once

I'll cut up my time into two seperate pieces

In one place, I'm someone I don't know

In the second place I don't remember my name

I'll maintain control: I'll imitate you perfectly

Now nothing's there: you win

My flesh hangs loose on my bones

I'm old, I'm poisoned

I feel everything at once

Now throw me out the window

Watch me fall

I'll try to remember if I've ever been here before

I can't remember

I'll imitate everything around me perfectly

Time will always win

It's poison

I've never loved you.

I was never here.

I remember what it felt like to take a deep breath

Then exhale, then forget

what I had just done

I was never here

I'll imitate everything around me

Perfectly