as he took his final breath ... broken the hope for every day. I had to fight to find this... I left my hope behind me. I was just another angry kid, growing up without a dad. So I sold my soul for a violent sin to get a love I never had. I can hardly stand (trying to find myself, I can't find myself). Now I come to see, it was never me I was looking for (it was always him, it was always him). When my father died I was left without a way to live alone. No one should ever have to face the world without the love of his father. I have no one to write to, and everything to write about. I buried my hope in the ground. Broken with no one to pull me out. I was just another angry kid, growing up without a dad. So I sold my soul for a violent sin to get a love I never had. I can hardly stand (trying to find myself, I can't find myself). Now I come to see, it was never me I was looking for (it was always him, it was always him). Now I come to see, it was never me I was looking for. It was always him, it was always him.