First Step
I've never felt that way before
I am so beautiful until you gave me a reason
I am too beautiful
Here's my study
I guess I'm special
Cause mom begged pop so she can have me
But one of them would stop caring
And the other one taught me love
Showed me how to be bald and '
Especially since I was born with a deform
With a squab perform at a level above the norm and beyond
I took my first step at the early ages
I spoke smart and I captured many hearts
Plus early in life,my interest for hip-hop would grow
From ' and classmates I was separated apart
Not because of my legs but because of my thoughts
I became a target '
Cause one step for me,for them was a march
But I never respond,I kept it all inside
I wrote rhymes about how I secretly wished I died
I weight 500 pounds there in highschool
Kids keepin' it real but growing adults are quite cruel
And despite of few that I can remember
None of them helped me succeed or tried to make me feel better
So I did it myself,
Put drugs in the shelf store
Focusing on myself and getting back health
But it's opposite to loosing and it's still far from winning
Stepped in the battle greeny
Faced my biggest fear
To watch people laugh
For what other people said about me for years
I stood humble
But it became a fact that they were fearsome
So never smile on my face ,and it's one sincere
I'm glat that I'm here
Here for a reason,here for teaching
Here to bring my purpose and take advan