Eighteen wasted months starving in a city where the sunshine shrugs
Crawling in my skin this feeling bugs, that I can't even go back to just who I was
I'm proving nothing
Wasting my life away dreaming of a city and I'm miles away
From everyone I know and love, from who I'm trying to prove my life ain't stuck
I'm fooling no one
I'm fooling nobody but me
Cannot even tell why I can't help feeling low now
I can't help feel the blues now you know
But it don't even make sense how I'm loathing like I'm spent
How I'm roaming like a wreak, I am not
Tensions, drunken fits, acting up and down when the come downs hit
Acting like I'm Morrissey without the wit
And I'm fooling no one
Blaming my life away, running at the mouth all the things I'd change
Everything is hard but it's only the way, like everybody else I think I've something to say
But I'm fooling no one
I'm fooling nobody but me
Cannot even tell why I can't help feeling low now
I can't help feel the blues now you know
But it don't even make sense how I'm loathing like I'm spent
How I'm roaming like a wreak, I am not
I'm fooling no one
I'm fooling nobody but me
Afraid of going back to just who I was
Eighteen wasted months