He takes out his new distraction
Puts you on the shelf
Twisting out a new reaction
Tightening his belt
& you're just not feeling well
& you can not breathe & you can not taste
& your stomach hurts & the minutes race again
When you don't think you exist
It's all so meaningless
You're on your way to disillusion
The therapy got cold
You're insecure beyond delusion
& all you've got is old
& he's picking out your faults again
& you turn it up when you tear it all away
When you don't think you exist
It's all so meaningless
All it takes is one decision
One step out the door
All it takes is one decision
To make it to the shore
& you dream of light & you dream of shade & you're on your own but you're feeling brave again
When you don't think you exist
It's all so meaningless