I'm counting down the days
Until I can get the fuck out of this place
I swear I'm never coming back
Because I found everything I lack
I found comfort in a land far away
Where I don't feel like I've got a foot in the grave
It's not about you
It's about me
Please leave me alone
I'm so sick of fighting
With every single person that I know
And I'm so sick of lying
And burying myself in a hole
I just want to fill the tank up and drive
It's the only thing that still makes me feel alive
It's not about you
It's about me
Please leave me alone
I don't think I'll ever make it out alive
So I might as well just kill myself tonight
I don't want to
But I don't see any other way