This can't be fucking real
Why did you wake me from this sleep?
I tried to Rest In Piece, but you left me here to breathe
I don't wanna live
Can you fucking hear me GOD?
Can you see me now?
Im strapped up, locked up in this hospital
Smacked up with some lithium
Why did you make it so impossible for me?
You took them all, everyone I fucking loved
You never gave me nothing
Your the reason I take drugs
Your the reason that I cried for hugs when I was young
Where were you then God?
And where was your fucking son?
Im still waiting for you God
Look what you fucking done
I close my eyes and pray, but you never fucking come
Tell me why you hate me?
Why do you hate me?
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This torment that I've lived
Makes me think this shit is all a fucking trick, a fucking lie
Why did you make live god?
Why?
You couldn't hurt me if you tried
I'm so fucking scarred from what you did to me
I lost my fucking mind
Send me down a demon
Someone to understand
Somebody I could trust
Someone to hold my fucking hand
Somebody to hold me
Cause I cant comprehend what it really means to be loved
Cause I have no fucking clue god
I have no fucking clue
I don't know what it feels like
And I blame that all on you
Why me God?
Why am I the one you leave?
When I needed you the most
Why did you turn your fucking back on me?