Going Numb

No Motiv
Why canæÅ ° I
just feel something besides
just some numbness?
No pain
no happiness inside
I canæÅ ° feel at all
I canæÅ ° seem to
grasp whatæÅ ¯ going on
without going into
some kind of trance
itæÅ ¯ so bizarre
I canæÅ ° feel at all
I canæÅ ° see at all
No sign of emotion
nobody is listening to me no
no nervous reaction
Just another
blank expression for me
whatæÅ ¯ wrong with me?
Senses dull now
staring at the wall
it must be a defect
Going numb and
I canæÅ ° feel at all