I don't wanna be like this, my thoughts are memories I'd soon forget
Your lies and your alibis, forever justifying compromise
That my emotions interchange, is love just another word for hate
Venom flowing through my bones injecting poison in my soul
Cause I'm aware of your condition
I've diagnosed the premonition
And I will scream as hard as it may seem to tell you
Still doing the things you do to me
For the times you were never good to me
Me from the one that lives in me
But nothing seems to give, too many failed attempts to take you in
And even though it hurts because of you, I disconnect my life from you
Scars begin to fade, eventually we no linger feel the pain
I'm far from where I need to be, but through it all you will never get the best of me
Break it down to one solution, the consequence of retribution
Deep inside our worlds collide and nothing's sacred
Still doing the things you do to me
For the times you were never good to me
Me from the one that lives in me
And every time I pray I'll remember you in some way there's hope for you someday
Still doing the things you do to me
For the times you were never good to me
Me from the one that lives in me
I can't stand you, I'll never let you change me
I can't trust you, all you ever did was lie to me
You separate me from the God that's in me