I can't reach self-esteem coz I thought I'd be happy living my dream I don't drive in the lane of whipped cream ignorantly swimming upstream
What can I do to be happy? I have problems to decide When it looks to me the grass is greener
How do I live for the moment when I always wanna be else where? How do I reach a fulfilment when I'm crashed and got parts to repair? giving other people despair? Why do I give jealous judgement
I wanna get satisfaction just like Gotta ignore all rejection I gotta keep trying anyhow I wanna be close to the action For this correction I need direction gotta find it within myself somehow
So maybe one day I'll be happy?! But until then I have to realise That the grass is not always greener It's only up to be to recognize That the grass is not always greener It's in your head it might look greener Coz the grass will never be greener