Half a Heart
Continuous obsessing about all the wrong things
My bare skin all depressing, as if I'm watching devils strip my wings
Fear and doubt coalescing, these jesters with their spears around the king
And here I am confessing, it's my fault I'm sinking
Cuz you're everything I begged would bring me home
So what's blinding me when I feel I'm alone?
I'm no longer alone
No, I can't do this alone
I'm only half a heart,
Half a mind,
Half a tear
When I spit on me, I spit on you
I begged for love to start,
Forgot to love myself,
When my hates hits me it hits you too
So selfishly I'll keep spiraling
Until selflessly I love everything
Including my half of the heart
My half of the heart
I thought I knew that loving meant that you would do anything
And that you'd stop at nothing, give up yourself for saving him
But now I see the shoving of my tongue against my ear, crying
A rusted lock handcuffing, a criminal self-strangling
Hypocritical said I loved it all but knew
Deep down in my heart, I only loved you
And that's not how love can do
All that it's needed to
I'm only half a heart,
Half a mind,
Half a tear
When I spit on me, I spit on you
I begged for love to start,
Forgot to love myself,
When my hates hits me it hits you too
So selfishly I'll keep spiraling
Until selflessly I love everything
Including my half of the heart
My half of the heart
Look, I can't do this
Lying for half the kiss
Let my mind forget
All of my regrets
I'm only half a heart,
Half a mind,
Half a tear
When I spit on me, I spit on you
I begged for love to start,
Forgot to love myself,
When my hates hits me it hits you too
So selfishly I'll keep spiraling
Until selflessly I love everything
Including my half of the heart
My half of the heart
My half of the heart