Happiness

(Verse)

I spread my wings to fly, live my life on a cliff

I'm bout to nose dive, I just hope I don't miss

See every day has a price, I accept this like a gift

I just need a genie, all I need is one wish

A one scratch ticket that I bought ahead of mill

I'm so deep in debt I don't even open bills

I'm so far behind, I wonder how ahead feels,

I've been dreaming bout money waking up wishing it's real

Or wishin I could stay and see sometimes I wish I die,

I gotta stay alive, though our daughter's almost nine,

And one day she'll be twenty with a mind of her own,

Only focused on the money, talking bout daddy I'm grown

I told to take your time baby girl the world is cold

And everybody love you when you're finally dead and gone,

I say a prayer for her every day when I wake up

I might be doing it big, but I ain't doing enough.

(Chorus)

I spend my life, searching for happiness

I've known time and time again,

I'm not sure but I'm gon win

I spread my wings, I pray the wind carries me

Pain gon wash away my sense

Pray that heaven lets me be when my time comes.

(Verse)

Time keeps ticking at me, hours like a minute,

And every day I'm worried bout the critics of my image,

I hope I keep it up the park, "˜cause if I don't I'm finished,

I'm learning that my freestyles are better than my writings

I'm barely writing shit down, I just keep talking,

'Cause everything I'm feeling in my heart got me exhausted

But I don't speak about it, I don't feel the need to share it,

I know my best work, my critics will never hear it,

I'm standing in this mirror, trying to see my vision clearer

Throwing water in my eyes I know the end is getting nearer

Voices in my head keep telling me I should quit,

But women in my life keep telling me I'm the shit

When me and lane made our tape niggas laughed,

Now they're saying we put 9-7-8 on the map,

Imagine that niggas I looked up to I'm looking down on

When make it, I'mma put the whole town on

(Chorus)

I spend my life, searching for happiness

I've known time and time again,

I'm not sure but I'm gon win

I spread my wings, I pray the wind carries me

Pain gon wash away my sense

Pray that heaven lets me be when my time comes.