[I would just like to think that, it's not why it happened to me. But why was I saved? What else can I do now?]
Your death saved me
[Being in the dark about something, I can't even tell, I can't even tell you how scary it is. You don't know what's inside you; you don't know what's going to happen to you. The best way to put somebody at ease is to inform them even if it's the grim truth.]