I never felt so beautiful
My dirty little girl
I cannot be one of the smiling faces today
Is there something wrong with me
Why won't this go away
I'm terrified to live but I'm too scared to die
I think it's all a dream my whole life is a lie
And I gave myself away
Hooked on drama
Once a junky always a junky
Ugly, vicious, hot decaying, deadly decadence
You're like a piece of sky blue heaven
I feel so far from you
I feel so heavenly
Recovery addiction angel
And you gave yourself away
You never felt so beautiful
My dirty little girl
It's all so complicated
I'd like to separate it
Why can't something stop the nerves?
Why can't something kill the pain?
Why can't something trick the brain?
Why can't something make me happy?
I don't care about tomorrow
I don't even wanna live today
You can do whatever you need to me
'Cause you know I'll stay
And I gave myself away